this year feels like the dash between two dates, and every milestone leads to another. i’ve been trying to make each moment worth remembering so this year actually means something to me. any inkling of joy that comes upon me is so obviously forced. none of this even matters, i’m gonna take the train up to boston. this time next year i’ll be unpacking boxes and making friends in my new home. all i want is to be happy where i am. all i want is to be happy, so i just will.
"you know how everyone's always saying seize the moment? i don't know, i'm kind of thinking it's the other way around. you know, like, the moment seizes us"
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